… on the other side.
But what about when you’re on the fence? Is there a saying for that? I guess it’s just “on the fence” right?
My posts have been very sporadic recently. I’d love to say that I’ve been super busy doing super cool things or traveling to super wonderful places, but I haven’t done any of that. In fact it’s been just the opposite & it’s been draining on me. I feel so blah right now. I have several blog drafts open right now & they’re all just blah. I hate to whine so I just haven’t posted anything. But I figured it out tonight.
I went shopping without any kids. Helped get everyone in PJs and Megan in the bed and then took off for about an hour and a half (woohoo – girl gone wild!). I hit TJ Maxx. I was going to keep myself away from baby clothes & the HomeGoods section. My goal was to buy something for myself. Something besides a shirt from Old Navy. I tried clothes on, some actually looked good & alot didn’t. But I didn’t buy anything. I came home & told my husband I was too blah to shop. He made me sit down & talk because if I’m too blah to shop then something’s wrong.
So I told him I figured it out.
I want to be skinny (and buy skinnier clothes – thus the reason I didn’t buy anything tonight). BUT I really want a Peanut Buster Parfait from Dairy Queen.
I want to spend money on clothes for me & buy what fits, what makes me look & feel good. BUT I really want to pay off my credit card.
I want to work again or maybe not work but I want to have a good reason to get showered & dressed nice each morning. BUT I really want to stay home with my kids.
I want long hair again just to see if I’d like it. BUT my hair is short right now so that’s not happening overnight.
I want to repaint the kitchen. BUT I have no idea what color.
I’m on the fence. I’m a little blah. So that’s where I’ve been. Hopefully I won’t stay here long … it’s just a little funk. Maybe I’ll change my hair color or something!